Crazy amy riot's blog

today has been a fucked up emotional roller coaster just like everyday only today was the day when not only was i abused physically by my own mother the rest of my family decided to gang up on my and call me names and throw shit at me .... i did nothing to hurt them i simply came home 2 hours later when my aunt needed me at 4 to take care of my Gma cause she cant sleep alone shes growed as 72yr old women and shes fine by herself but noooooo she cant sleep alone ..... and im punished its like having a child only it smells worse and at least with a kid i can be social and not doomed to sit on

.....so theres this guy i like him. but im a kid. he loves me. and hes not such a kid. well he acts like one. but hes not. i think he rushed into this whole love shit. im just kinda living life , everyday as though i had one day to do so. partying liek theres no tomorrow. i regret nothing. im uber blunt. and i dont know how many people like that about me but w.e.so hes moving and i didnt know how much i liked him till the day he called me to tell me.i told him we should end it to not get more hurt in the end but shit i suck at stuff like that....booooooooooooo!!!

i need a show and a beer!