It's a fair question.
Am I Truly Philosophically Opposed to Exploitative Capitalism and Materialism or Am I Just Really Lazy
Whenever I have enough money to not work I do not work because I do not like to work and I like to sit around and drink and appreciate Art and make posts on the internet. I do not know whether this constitutes passing the test or failing the test. I don't like tests either. They are unpleasantly related to work in some way.
Whenever I have enough money to not work I do not work because I do not like to work and I like to sit around and drink and appreciate Art and make posts on the internet.
Yes, you are lazy.
But happiness is a better aim than productivity anyway. If this lazy behaviour makes you happy, you are bucking the system in the most glorious way and have nothing to fear in life. If you are unhappy, you are simply proving it.
I am not lazy as much as I am an IDEA MAN.
I got a million of them, i just do not have the mental, spiritual, or physical stamina to see anything through to completion.
Plus I am horribly anti-capitalist.
To the point of it becoming a parody in my life.
This is true and tends to bother me. I have a lot of down time to think over my life and plot out where everything went wrong. For me, I can narrow it down to pre-school where I didn't know how to play with kids I didn't know from my neighborhood. Whenever we had unstructured playtime, I would wander about and watch other people do things, feeling outside of the situation. I think I also liked the freedom of not committing to an activity.
I also blame nerds for not supporting me. I was the kid that wasn't the least popular but got a lot of shit. I would be singled out by the bully because I didn't toadie up to him and he saw me as some sort of threat. Then the nerds would shun me because they were afraid I'd bring his wrath in their direction. So I had to stay solo for the most part. Luckily I had a great life outside of school.
So basically I learned to hate school and wait out the time. So I didn't do well. Now I have fucked up to the point where I can't do anything professionally that I'd be inclined and motivated to do because I lack all the requirements that I thought I slyly circumvented all those years. I'm probably not making sense and rambling. So...fart.
stoopid johnny you are making 100% sense to me...i think i'll usually have wage slave jobs because I can't relate to or communicate with professionals...which seems to be made up of nerds and well-adjusted people.
For me I think I was originally destined to be a nerd...but I dumbed myself down so that I wouldn't feel so isolated from the other kids...but that didn't pan out because they had nerd radar anyways...so I never quite fit in there. Then I didn't quite fit in with the nerds because I wasn't a nerd in the same way.
That reminds me my ten year high school reunion is in July and it seems like everyone in my class has turned into scientists and doctors who are going to save the environment and cure cancer...and I'm still sleeping on a mattress on the floor...in my kitchen.
Once upon a time the internet was a bastion of geek expression where they could interact beyond the reach of the stifling squares. Then it became like TV and in shit flooded. So what I'm saying is that it is good that this board is dead because it is like the old internet now.







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