silent point, melody fall, counterpunch, and so on. HOW MANY MORE BANDS AM I GOING TO BE AB;E TO FIT ON MY DAMN FAVORITE BAND LIST??? to many to count that's for sure.
who here loves role plays. if so well i guess it really doesn't matter so yeah. hmmmm, well anyway me and one of my other friends, are making a naruto role play and it's hilarious we have gay paraents and my other friend has like two boifriends and oh my god it's just funny
Life right now for me sux so much. I like balled during church one day and i don't know why Why do people have to amke things so not understandable???? Especially in my life. i don't get anything right now. so who here watches naruto I luv it one of my friends and i are making a naruto role play it's hilarious but thats like the only thing that's going right. :l
Here are the only people who actually care enough and put there time to help me, Bella (who i just hurt and wish i hadn't) Julia, and meagan that's all I can give out as much love and hate as i want but i just don't seem to accept it and i really need to work on that
Bella i know you were trying to help and i luv that you did but understand that when i posted that blog i was venting out my feelings and didn't know what i was typing but it was all true except for the people don't care part please understand and forgive me
here i go going to spill my heart out to those willing enough to read and people i don't know. i don't care any more if pople know because i know they'll never care enough to stop it. any of you that are going to post hate mail back a way now because i am not doing this to pick a fight i am doing this because i want to and really have no one else to go to who won't judge me and say that i am somehting i'm not. I don't know what or who i am but i know that people can't desphire it by my looks. or what i type, you have to know me %100 percent or more in order for me to trust you and for you to be abler to lable me. Not even my friends can do that.
...right now i am SO mad at two of my friendz. Az ya all know we were supposed to go to hot topic (STOP SAYING THIS IS A FAKE ACCOUNT) but i got home late last night so we couldn't have a sleepover and go to the store. so i had to make going to hot topic today and sleepover next week. BUT THEY WENT WITHOUT ME AND NOT EVEN TELLING ME!!@!! They didn't even wait. It's like they didn't want me to come in the first place. I don't get it!!!
I am back from being on the road with my dad finally. My mom went to take me back home and i thought my butt was draggin the whole way therer because it was so low!!@!! aaah my plans of a sleepover didn't work out as planned but I figured a way around Hot topic tomoorow and this upcoming saturday after the holdiday sleepover. ah well my mom saw my guitar and she loved it. but as long as she doesn't play i don't care.
on one of my other blogs people were throughing me and one of my friends down. I got to say if your just going to read my blogs to put in hate mail then your wasitng your time no one wants to hear you complain okay so build a brigde and get over it hopfully the bridge won't collapse either from your cold heavy heart.
ok soo, as said in one of my other blogz i cut myself and made it into an A for the first letter of my name. One person cared so much for me to stop she sent me a message telling me to stop and she knowz what i'm going through. but she put it into more depth. so here iz her credit deserved. thx bella. :)
I waz in my bed thinking last night. I waz thinking that i am nothing special, nothing new, nothing there. I'm just air getting blown into the wind. the wind iz more pain and cruelty. The wind i want to get caught but i don't at the same time. My feelingz right now are way to confuzing. on second i'm sad the other i'm furious, another i'm happy the other i'm emotionless.
...why iz it that there are alwayz more guestz than uzerz on here???
...Why iz it that people are always so judgmental??? I mean really people why do you think we have personalities???
...Why iz it that so much in our country iz going wrong that barely anyone who has the power to help doesn't
EXAMPLEZ::::: 1.) the war 2.) the crimez are more frequent and violent 3.) the litter and trash on our planet an us using sooo many resources that we can live without 4.) economy going to shit 5.) immigrants want less money than us americanz (EXAMPLE BEHIND THE EXAMPLE::: this dude wanted 40 dollarz an hour to do yard work for someone, and an immigrant only wanted 7 dollarz) 6.) people blaiming busch for stupid shit (talk about it later when i feel like typing for an hour) 7.) the whole minimum wage ordeal people listen up the more minimum wage goes up and you think you'll have money for more thingz think again, the prices at stores go up because the stores have to blance there money out so really the extra money you get and you go to the store you work at or whatever your paying youself back.
vwala a work of art i just got into this whole cutting thing. and i kinda like it. no clue why either. so today in the truck while my dad was sleeping i got some nail clipperz and carved the first letter of my name on my left ankle. it lookz sweet.
ok so I (for no reason) have this super strong feeling that soething horrible iz going to happen in my life before i turn a certain age. But i want to know what. Don't even say i am being parnoide becuz i'm not i can feel it it iz way to strong. So i know something iz definatly going to happen. shit iz already going wrong now so what more do i need to my plate. It'z just everything in know for a fact iz going to go downfall from where i am right now i'm already at zero what more could happen???
out now