ok soo, as said in one of my other blogz i cut myself and made it into an A for the first letter of my name. One person cared so much for me to stop she sent me a message telling me to stop and she knowz what i'm going through. but she put it into more depth. so here iz her credit deserved. thx bella. :)
I waz in my bed thinking last night. I waz thinking that i am nothing special, nothing new, nothing there. I'm just air getting blown into the wind. the wind iz more pain and cruelty. The wind i want to get caught but i don't at the same time. My feelingz right now are way to confuzing. on second i'm sad the other i'm furious, another i'm happy the other i'm emotionless. I don't know who i am at all anymore. half of you don't care and are going to post thingz like, "Get some help," OR, "Oh go cut yourself." and so on but if you really do have some advice for me so i am get this shit figured out please tell me.
Too many people NEVER have this realization. The sooner you have it, the better for you, the better for us all.