I walk this so badly known world for almost 20 years, 19 of wich spent on a world so different from my own.. I slowly learned and took notes of how to use my personality on the most eficient way, how to understand and use my sentiments and emotions.. The contest for a place in the sun came when I first saw the one who I am about to lose.
We both live where we both stand and everything else is nothing but the strength and will and commitment to comprehend the world so I can show it to her...
I just can't not fight for something I can't not live.
I hate and run from the feeling of knowing that the place you live is supposed to be here in my hand, egocentrism leads to nowhere. I used to disregard this will but then she came, and now there is nothing no one can do about it. I am ment to fight not to fall.
