ok soo, as said in one of my other blogz i cut myself and made it into an A for the first letter of my name. One person cared so much for me to stop she sent me a message telling me to stop and she knowz what i'm going through. but she put it into more depth. so here iz her credit deserved. thx bella. :)
I waz in my bed thinking last night. I waz thinking that i am nothing special, nothing new, nothing there. I'm just air getting blown into the wind. the wind iz more pain and cruelty. The wind i want to get caught but i don't at the same time. My feelingz right now are way to confuzing. on second i'm sad the other i'm furious, another i'm happy the other i'm emotionless.
