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So I'm not sure if I mentioned it, but I'm doing a paid 2-week medical study at a clinic 45 minutes from my city. I checked in at 4pm today. It's been sort of weird so far. Someone I used to hang out with is in the study with me, which is sort of cool. Everyone else is really quiet.

I expect to be really bored for the next couple weeks. I've brought an entire duffel bag of books, zines, and tapes.

I'll let you guys know if I end up growing a tail or gaining superpowers or something.

p.s. Let's have a show of hands: how many of you thought "the clinic" in this blog's title was refer

here i go going to spill my heart out to those willing enough to read and people i don't know. i don't care any more if pople know because i know they'll never care enough to stop it. any of you that are going to post hate mail back a way now because i am not doing this to pick a fight i am doing this because i want to and really have no one else to go to who won't judge me and say that i am somehting i'm not. I don't know what or who i am but i know that people can't desphire it by my looks. or what i type, you have to know me %100 percent or more in order for me to trust you and for you to be abler to lable me. Not even my friends can do that.