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here i go going to spill my heart out to those willing enough to read and people i don't know. i don't care any more if pople know because i know they'll never care enough to stop it. any of you that are going to post hate mail back a way now because i am not doing this to pick a fight i am doing this because i want to and really have no one else to go to who won't judge me and say that i am somehting i'm not. I don't know what or who i am but i know that people can't desphire it by my looks. or what i type, you have to know me %100 percent or more in order for me to trust you and for you to be abler to lable me. Not even my friends can do that.

...why iz it that there are alwayz more guestz than uzerz on here???
...Why iz it that people are always so judgmental??? I mean really people why do you think we have personalities???
...Why iz it that so much in our country iz going wrong that barely anyone who has the power to help doesn't
EXAMPLEZ::::: 1.) the war 2.) the crimez are more frequent and violent 3.) the litter and trash on our planet an us using sooo many resources that we can live without 4.) economy going to shit 5.) immigrants want less money than us americanz (EXAMPLE BEHIND THE EXAMPLE::: this dude wanted 40 dollarz an hour to do yard work for someone, and an immigrant only wanted 7 dollarz) 6.) people blaiming busch for stupid shit (talk about it later when i feel like typing for an hour) 7.) the whole minimum wage ordeal people listen up the more minimum wage goes up and you think you'll have money for more thingz think again, the prices at stores go up because the stores have to blance there money out so really the extra money you get and you go to the store you work at or whatever your paying youself back.

vwala a work of art i just got into this whole cutting thing. and i kinda like it. no clue why either. so today in the truck while my dad was sleeping i got some nail clipperz and carved the first letter of my name on my left ankle. it lookz sweet.

Why do I have to be such a coward to tell this guy i like him!!! we have almost everything in common and he makes me laugh. I know some of ya don't want to hear this shit but you clicked on it an i need to get this out some how. man, why can't i just get the gutz to do it though i've told people i liked them before why can't i do it now. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHh!!@!!

GOD I WANT TO GO HOME!!@!! being on the road ain't all tht it'z cracked up to be. ESPECIALLY in a truck. and when you are with your dad who doesn't like your muzik, listenz to basically only talk showz, and get'z pissed whenever people don't do something perfect. i luv him and but GOD!!@!! well, you get the point. the plus side iz i get to see more places (38 or 39 statez so far) lab top with internet, and i get to see my dad some more. he'z normally on the road for two to three weekz so yeah. Home ah how i miss it right now and my friendz none the least. LAZYINESS, FUN, AWKWARD MOMENTZ, MUZIK, AND HOT TOPIC HERE WE COME!!@!!

Dad: What are you doing?

Me: Reading.

Dad: Why don't you go and do something productive?

---ten minutes later---

Dad: Do you still want to do that journalist crap?

Me: Yes.

Dad: I know you don't care about money, but I think you would be better off finding something where you can actually make money, I mean you don't want to live in some apartment for the rest of your life do you?

Me: So you want me to be a doctor or lawyer or something?

Dad: That's not what I'm saying...but I'd be happy if you did that instead.